I don't quite know who I am just yet.

25 Nov

PoemMorning.

I can’t sleep, I can’t eat, and I can’t even run. I’m stuck in this rut and I am sooooo over it. But that’s just the problem, I’m no where near to being over you. I miss your laugh, your smile, everything about you that drove me wild. All these other boys are just a pretty face and a couple lines, when ever I have you in mind. How will I go on? I don’t really know. How does anyone know where they will go. I’ll just have to sit hear in all my misery, hoping that someday, someone will come and rescue me.

25 Nov

(Source: rabbitkisses, via august13th)

21 Nov

I just need somebody.

21 Nov

RANT TIME. 11202012

I’m tired. I’m tired of everything in every possible way. I’m at that point of anxiety where your bones ache. Your head spins, Your guts rumble with in. & everything just seems to be getting worse. And no one even cares. Shit, you hardly even care. It’s this point where you realize, what the fuck am I doing with my life. & “How am I supposed to do all this shit in so little time.” I’m making no sense I know I’m not. But all I can do is type. type type type type my life away because anytime I try talking I feel like I’m speaking another language.

21 Nov

You know what sad?

The fact that the reason why you won’t talk to me because you think i want a relationship when all i want, all I’ve ever wanted is a good friendships. Is that so much to ask for. I have so much more to worry about you would never understand. Hardly anyone does. Home life, school life. Other life, problems in each one and all I need right now is not a boyfriend, all I needed was a friend and an open ear. Guess I was asking for too much.

20 Nov

Can you please, give me at least an explanation as to why you abandoned me?

20 Nov

(Source: 100wordsneversaid, via viiicckkyyl)

20 Nov

Where are you now? Are you running away some how?

20 Nov

I’m done.

I’m done with this.

I’m done with that.

I’m so tired of everything.

I just don’t give a crap.

& oh my goodness, I miss you so much!

16 Nov

At least she got it, her way.

(via truckersaretheblood)

12 Oct

nicebum:

carelessly:

Her youtube video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=vOHXGNx-E7E

-Watch and share her story.

This girl, her name is Amanda Todd.
She posted a video on YouTube a few days ago.
She was bullied so bad it led to suicide…

She was in a webcam chat group to meet up with new and old people.
They started calling her Beautiful, Stunning, cute, Etc.
And then they asked her to flash…
So she did…..
Thinking it was nothing…

A year went by and some guy she did not know, messaged her saying ”Give me a ‘show’ or I will send your boobs.”
She ignored it…..
Christmas Break came and a knock came on her door at 4 AM.
It was the police…
That person sent the picture to EVERYONE.
Everyone judged her.
Bullied her.
From ONE MISTAKE.
She ended up switching schools.
That person found out her school, friends, address once again and sent them there too.
She had no one.
Everyone hated her.
She ended up switching towns.
Then at this new school….She met this boy who she thought liked her.
He didn’t….he had a girlfriend.
One day she got a note saying you better leave school.
She didn’t.
A group of boys and girls including that boy, the girlfriend and more came up to her while the school surrounded her.
The girl said “Look around, No one likes you.”
One kid from the group said “JUST PUNCH HER ALREADY!” So she did, and Amanda got beat really bad.
And got left.
Alone.
And her dad ended up finding her in a ditch hours later.
She went home and drank bleach, to try to kill herself.
It didn’t work.
The next day all over her Facebook page was written
“Drink some more bleach”,
“No one cares”,
“I hope she dies, “No one would cry”, “Everyone hates you”, “Amanda try it again we dare you”…and so much more.
She cried every night. Why did everyone hate her.
One mistake.
One.
She started cutting so much and did drugs,and drank alcohal.
She ended up trying to kill herself again.
She failed.
She couldnt take it anymore.
At the end of the video it said ”I am Amanda Todd. I just need someone.” October 10th she hung herself.
She is dead. Rest in paradise, Amanda. You’re beautiful. I will find a way to help stop bullying. I will share your story.
Heaven gained an angel. xo.

Reblog so that everyone knows that words can hurt. No matter how much you tell people to stop bullying, the majority of them won’t… until it’s too late .

Why would someone hate a girl for flashing her boobs? What fucking cunts man. Shes fuckin beautiful too

(via agreenworld)

26 Sep

unexotic:

unimportant:

best-bitch-doin-it:

Photoshop In life.

reblog then click the photo

I’m sorry but this is just cool.

what the hell?! why doesn’t this have more notes?!

Oh my god.

what

I WANTED TO KNOW WHAT THE FUSS WAS ABOUT D:

IT FINALLY WORKED, YOU HAVE TO STAY ON THE PAGE FOR MORE THEN 10 SECONDS THEN IT REDIRECTS YOU OMG SO COOL

this is cool